Who I am. And how I got here.
Who I am.
And how I got here.
August 26, 2022: That’s when this picture was taken. Before everything blew up and life was turned upside down. Before John got sick. Before we went through hell. Before I found Jesus. I had to go back to then to find any sort of photo of me because I had a lifelong fear of the camera… of committing my physical body to film and having it be viewed by people. And judged. At least that’s what I thought would happen. Judged.
So I smoked some weed, didn’t care (at the moment) what anyone thought, and figured I’d take a pic of myself in case I ever needed one. Needed one now. So here it is. Sitting on my front porch, in my happy place, being at peace and loving life… 3 months before Ally had heart failure and John was diagnosed with cancer. Ally got better. John didn’t. My heart broke.
Fix your eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
2 Corinthians 4:18
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Thoughts: October 2024
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Thoughts: My Understanding of the Bible.
Then He opened their minds to understand the Scriptures.Luke 24:459/8/24 These are just my thoughts, nothing else. But I want to get them out of my head and written down so I can organize them in my brain so they will hopefully make more sense. I know the premise is...
Books: Brother Lawrence. The Practice of the Presence of God.
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Thoughts: Voice Memos
From this time forth I make you hear new things, hidden things which you have not known.Isaiah 48:6 (RSV)9/8/24... I decided a few moments ago to break out the laptop and work in this journal which is dedicated to Jesus and my love for Him. Figured I'd go through my...
Notes: Hebrews
In the past God spoke to our ancesters through the prophets at many times and in various ways, but in these last days He has spoken to us by His Son, whom He appointed heir of all things, and through whom also He made the universe.Hebrews | 1:1-2 When God speak of a...
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If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God...and it shall be given him. But let him ask in faith. James 1:5-6 8/30/24... As I'm going through putting all of my notes into this journal I've come across a few places where I wrote down questions I have, and things I...